Sweet Berry Wine

I've decided to move to Los Angeles. I tried NY, it was real, but I need sunshine in my life. I've never been built for NY's cold weather and really think deep down that California will lead me to some great opportunities. It reminds me a lot of Florida, minus my parents being there. I want something that feels sort of like Florida, I think it will have me in a better state of mind. I'll miss the East coast and I'm sure I'll be back and forth for gigs. On sort of a similar note, a follower of mine asked me yesterday on twitter, "what keeps you going, what makes you get up and do what you have to do?" I get this question quite frequently. A lot of things keep me going, the main one being that I made a commitment with myself. There are plenty of days I don't want to get out of bed. I have every reason to give up, especially with everything happening in my life outside of the internet that you guys don't see. If I would have given up because of everything around me or people saying I couldn't do something, I would have never started. I've made it this far, so have you, so why give up now? What keeps me going is making sure my parents are well off so they don't have to keep working forever, give them back more than what they've given me. I'm a strong believer that everyone has a purpose or many purposes for being here. When you want something bad enough, you'll put in the time and energy you have to to make that work. There are many things I want to do in my time here. Helping people, feeling a sense of self accomplishment, and money are all motives. I wasted a lot of time in my younger years that I regret so I'm trying to make up for time lost. I keep going because I love learning new things, seeing how far I can push my own limits. Well, wish me luck in LA. I'm trying to move before November. If anyone knows decent areas to live that aren't super expensive or any apartments, let me know! One thing I love about Florida is the different areas to take pictures. I saw these pink apartments and jumped on the opportunity to take blog pictures here. I'm in love with Forever 21's new items. It's so difficult to find a nice pair of pants that are somewhat slouchy so I'm happy I came across these from Spiegel. PS, if anyone knows where I got the title of my blog post from, Ill love you forever haha.

Wearing: Forever 21 leather crop top, pants c/o Spiegel, colorful heels (similar)


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